In the water unfurling
at 100 degrees
the tea leaves grow flaccid
and release a scent Asiatic
that cries of peasant farmers,
toils, blood, and trade
sipped mercilessly from china Limousin
in gardens Babylonian.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
10:50 PM
Sometimes I feel ridiculous. It's like my head is full of the brightest ideas but I don't actually ever write them or put them down onto any tangible substance. I can be the greatest thing in my mind but it's not yet the time that I (or anybody else, for that matter) will see any of that in a productive way. I don't mean to sound down or depressed because I'm not; it's just funny to me. When I try to think of things I've written I draw a blank. It's like I've never actually written anything. And yet when I search the folders on my computer of writing I find what appears to be vast amounts of text and prose, just nothing completed or committed to. And then I think that this microscopic bit of work pales in comparison to anything else any writer I would care of would have had lying around. I'm almost terrified to call myself a writer - it just sounds so self-conscious and assuming. One who writes. I guess what I mean is that it implies talent, and until I'm sure that I have some I'm not going to want to go around branding myself as somebody with merit. I'm not ready to put myself into a category of writers (I mean Plath, Hollinghurst, and Austen were writers) until somebody else does it for me. I'm not sure how to appraise my own writing - when I did visual arts it was easy; the difference between good and bad was right there in front of one's eyes. Music performed is the same and the ear attests to the quality of a performance or composition. Acting, dancing, etc... But writing! Writing appears as black shapes on a page and I need to sift through it with my brain and my heart before I can hope to say if it's even satisfactory.
A friend of mine gave me some poetry today that she wrote years ago about England and the changing of the seasons. She thought I would be interested because as weird as it sounds in a month I'll be living there. Maybe when I get to Falmouth and I'm forced to sit down and scrawl words onto a page I'll be able to work through something until it satisfies me. I really just cannot wait.
A friend of mine gave me some poetry today that she wrote years ago about England and the changing of the seasons. She thought I would be interested because as weird as it sounds in a month I'll be living there. Maybe when I get to Falmouth and I'm forced to sit down and scrawl words onto a page I'll be able to work through something until it satisfies me. I really just cannot wait.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Dancer
Your tapering heels
and lush textiles obscure
the pedestrian insecurities
to which we all are prone.
With a crimson laugh and a breath of perfume
announce yourself to the room.
and lush textiles obscure
the pedestrian insecurities
to which we all are prone.
With a crimson laugh and a breath of perfume
announce yourself to the room.
Homecoming
We won't entertain you in this
house anymore;
there's simply not the room.
It's ours at last
after fifty-eight years
the sparrow's nest is hewn.
In walls and rooms to our voices fresh
the diving-bell angst, the asphyxiating silence is gone.
house anymore;
there's simply not the room.
It's ours at last
after fifty-eight years
the sparrow's nest is hewn.
In walls and rooms to our voices fresh
the diving-bell angst, the asphyxiating silence is gone.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Alexander
Over time
your words turn into icicles
and I'm never quite sure what to say
when the sun comes up.
your words turn into icicles
and I'm never quite sure what to say
when the sun comes up.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Vignette
In my banal existence
there is nothing less than pure sex
in the magnetism I feel
when our faces nearly touch.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Like a Child
With my breath
I push away your
tiny seeds
to float upon clouds.
Will you carry yourselves
to a place where you might
germinate more than another
dandelion?
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